Sometimes you can't hate a time person or thing no matter how much you should because at some point it made you smile and forget everything.
We say its useless to cling to a thought or a feeling which doesnt mean anything anymore. But the thing is that we Know it has no meaning but its ours and there's this comfort in remembering it , keeping it. Most people dont understand that, they just judge you, they judge and think youre, well plain stupid.